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On Alias

They call it "an extraction." That's when an agent is removed from a dangerous situation. Something's in the works my friends! I'm not going to take it anymore!!!

Today

I'm so over it! So OVER it! So so so so over it!!! I think you know what I'm talking about :)

Luckily, there is perhaps a light at the end of the tunnel.

More on this later!

The craziness

has just gotten crazier. It's official.

I am so sick of talking to all of my friends about how MISERABLE I am. I am so sick of blogging about having no life, or not blogging at all because life is nonexistant and work is omnipresent. Every time I try to check my Yahoo! mail and I have like 50 messages. Not even kidding.

I am STILL here!!! It's Friday at 9 P.M. and because of series of others' whims and fuck ups, I had to cancel on Marisa. We were going to see Dina's roller derby match. Her name is Carmen Monoxide for chrissakes. It's the last derby of the season. WTF? I have become the shittiest friend on the planet.

I feel like the only way to get out is to leave. But how?

Did I mention I am so mentally and physically exhausted, I could cry?

Oh, wait I already did. Another day, another cry at work. I can hardly believe I am alive....

Saturday, Sunday, blah, blah, blah

It's official: My life sucks. Today, I got up, went to the coffee shop to meet Avery, and then went to work. I have been here for hours. I have to come back tomorrow. Today is my friend Gary's birthday party, and I am stuck here. The only thing worse is having your period. Which I do. Awesome.

Tomorrow I will go to the coffee shop, and then come back.

Why do I exist?

From bad to worse

Things just keep getting worse in the professional realm. It's gotten to the point where I pretty much cry at work every day. Luckily, I have my own office.

It's really insane. I don't think I've felt this much pressure in my entire life. I feel like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders. I am totally stressed out ALL THE TIME, and I feel like at any moment, it could all go horribly wrong and something could get majorly fucked up. No wonder I have insomnia!!!

In happier news, tomorrow is Saturday, and I'll get to see Coffee Guy. He is the absolute cutest boy on earth. Even when he doesn't give me free coffee :)

I have a confession to make--I got everyone to go out Monday because he toldd me he went to Spike Hill every Monday. I also found his band's Web site. It's official: I have a crush!!! It's just about the only hope I have in life right now....

What's new?

Nothing here. Life is pretty crazy these days. Monday, I went out to Brooklyn to chase the blues away with my friends. That was a few hours of fun. Mostly, I am feeling the same. Things are stressful. When was the last time I went to the gym? I just give them my money!

Sorry

So all this time I thought Typepad wasn't OSX compatible, when really, I'd just forgotten my login info. Duh!!! More later....